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[01 Apr 2007|12:18am] |
I am leaving for calgary in 6.5 hours time. It is going to be snowing when I get there, apparently. Yippee.....not.
I don't like to fly. It hasn't even been a month since I was on...1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8. Eight planes in the last month...
Rar.
I'll be back on thursday.
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[05 Mar 2007|09:41am] |
I talk to you on the telephone
At least two times a day
From hotels and truck stops
When I’ve been too long gone away
And I can see Cincinnati
From the Kentucky side
Though I can’t walk between them
When I look out on the night
I see a slow train crossing the bridge
Over the Ohio River
She bends and she winds and she’s taking her time
But nobody can stop her
From headlights through all 92 box cars
She will not rest
And so too, I move toward you
My love Elizabeth
You know I must be traveling
You know that’s who I am
You knew it when you met me
And you knew it when we wed
I’d do anything to ease you now
You say “baby just hold on
Let’s try a little patience
This longing’s gonna make us strong”
And there’s a slow train crossing the bridge
Over the Ohio River
She bends and she winds and she’s taking her time
But nobody can stop her
From midnight through all hours til the morning
She won’t rest
And so too, I move toward you
My love Elizabeth
Steady and strong
On and on
My love
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[26 Feb 2007|11:47pm] |
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I really
really
really
don't want to come home. and I have to in a day or so.
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[11 Feb 2007|02:01pm] |
This week's forecast for the lovely city of melbourne that I'm currently in:
today (monday) - 86 (30C)
T - 84 (29C)
W - 86 (30C)
Th - 87 (31C)
F - 95 (36C)
I LOVE the sun
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[05 Feb 2007|11:20pm] |
So this is the last lj entry I will make from canada until march.
I am off tomorrow morning at 6am (growlsnarlhiss at the time) for my grand sweeping world adventure. First Leg....San Francisco...stay tuned for details!
Hope you all have a fabulous month.
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[02 Feb 2007|03:40pm] |
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Phew. what a week.
As of next monday at 7pm, I will be on Vacation.
From Tuesday Feb 6 - Thursday March 1 I will be in Melbourne, Australia.
Well, I actually have a 36 hour layover in San Francisco first. So I won't get to Melb. til Friday the 9th...but whatever.
That's right, I'm going to Oz.
I'm going to be posting about my adventure in a separate blog ( http://www.mollyinoz.blogspot.com ) but I'll post the juicier, friends-only stuff here.
Did I mention it's summer down there??
Molly is happy.
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[30 Jan 2007|10:54pm] |
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There was a character on The L Word this week whose name was Molly.
Isn't that exciting?
Oh no wait....it was a chihuaha.
That's right, Molly the Chihuaha. owned by two gay boys. Molly was at the vet because she'd gone into shock from eating a half a pound of Kona coffee. A smart chihuaha at that.
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[18 Jan 2007|05:52pm] |
Sometimes life makes me laugh. Like last night. It went like this...
I'm in Cambell River for work.
The mill in campbell river is shut down for maintenence. Which means there are many, many, many people in town to do said maintenence. which means there are no hotel rooms in town.
After a bit of a search, Lucky for us, we found the last remaining room...
The Western themed honeymoon suite at the anchor inn.
I'm not even freaking kidding.
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[04 Jan 2007|09:09am] |
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ack. January 4...Guess that means I'm officially in my twenties....my my.
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[25 Dec 2006|05:47pm] |
When hidden behind all kinds of smiles. that's when it's actually fiercest.
when it's hurts so that the only option is to pretend it's not real.
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[25 Dec 2006|10:14am] |
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Happy Ho Ho and shit.
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[05 Dec 2006|08:42pm] |
I wish I could find people who just would fight me and break through to me and hold me down and scream my life into my face.
I have never like being touched, ever. People used to say I held my breath when they were hugging me. I still do.
I need someone physically stronger than me. Someone mentally and emotionally bigger than me. Someone who understands that what I say is not what I mean and what I mean isn't what I think. Someone who knows that asking and coaxing and supporting and understanding - as beautiful and caring as it is- won't switch off my brain and turn on my heart. I am begging for the person that can put me under. Touch me. Break me. Find me. effect me. Anybody that can take me down.
I go from thing to thing and almost detach from one world and jump in another. I am living as these people and not having a self. I don't know who I am. And things just got really dark.
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[04 Dec 2006|02:20pm] |
In the states.
Can't wait to come home...
leave again the next day.
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[16 Oct 2006|06:48pm] |
Outside the rain, nothing seems to affect me anymore. While I waited for all of your promises to come true I became numb and disenchanted. So I’m heading off into the shadows now, to find a place where I belong. It takes more than the strength that I have inside of me to make it in this world alone.
Beyond the horizon lay a place for me to start again. A place to be a stranger and quietly drift off to sleep. So I’ll leave you behind and pray that I can make it.
Pay attention to the epilogue
It's not the way I go,
It's the way that you forget me.
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[16 Oct 2006|03:07am] |
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i'm not a poet. not anymore. too tired. too miserable to even be that. i once was a poet. but those rhymes now taste so bitter. i seek the keys. hunt the words. but it used to be that they'd come to me. i touch the night, but it recoils. the stench of sadness so strong. so repellent.
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[02 Sep 2005|10:49pm] |
"you don't believe"
"In what? God? You know, I asked him a favour. I asked him to take me instead of him. And he took the both of us. And look what he left in my place. I'm a fucking ghost.
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[21 Jun 2005|10:13pm] |
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Will you take it out of my hands? Because I can't seem to let it go.
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